its mid-year
i hope everyone is doing good, with whatever they are doing

i finished my 5months-internship over at blackmagicdesign
i could say i learnt alot of stuff from them, made some awesome friends

so now, im a freeee man!
hahhaa
couple of things i wanna do b4 sch starts

- sculpt
- photoshoot ( hint gabriel and shaohui)
- do up my portfolio or some stuff to include in the portfolio

yea, and get out more.
i seriously feel that im living under a rock

how about you.
are you doing what you want?

must wake up early, must travel, must work, must endure the shit some ppl give.
i really hate people who try too hard, people who look down on other people, and people who make use of others.
seriously man, you lucky i have high tolerance, if not i will shoryuken you to the moon.(and probably fail my intern)

anyways, its mid JUNE
another 1month 1 week to go!

but for now, its more rotoscoping and keying for me
this week is going to be a rough one..

* I wonder if anyone still reads my blog. LOL

Have a good week ahead!

-Bruce lee

Started my attachment at BMD.Well, the working world is way harsher then what we have been doing at the lab.

Render wrong in lab = Laugh and render again.
Render wrong in working = criticise and time wasting.

I have been trying to meet expectations. Both personal and social, sometimes i just want to say “sorry i cant do it”
but something in me always deter me from doing so. Maybe thats a form of giving up, and im not ready to give up just yet. But it definately questions me: ” Is this what you want to do for the rest of your life?”

Apart from that, i’ve been learning alot of stuff from BMD.
HAHA

cant wait to go back to school though, those meetings at CHEERS,Lunch breaks, Checking out cute/hot chicks in makan place, Dissing each other,illegal smoke breaks that seemed exciting,even staying back late to finish a project.

Well, that sort of sums up my life for the past weeks.

Dont worry, life isnt hard for me, im just filling this space with my thoughts.

So if anyone is thinking, what the fuck is Awesome Dan doing this holiday.
this is it.

Well, holidays this time not very long, gonna start my attachment on the 22th of march over at BLACKMAGIC-DESIGN.
Awesome place.

Secondly, working on a side project for the course, an showreel opening, so DVFX folks, i may require your help in due time, please help me out T.T

Thirdly, im learning my driving!
haha, still a noob though, but then its only a 3rd lesson.
Hope everything goes well!

Speaking of driving, today was a funny day.
I stopped at a traffic light, the light turns green, i took off in gear 3 =.=, surprisingly the engine didnt stall WTF.
and my instructor kept on laughing.

haha gotta work on my moving off and braking though.

Well, i think thats all i have for today!
haha gonna fcuking sleep man, tired and sunburnt like the mother bitch.

HAHA bye!

Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
Er..no

Are you someone who’s an asshole because you’re so honest?
No. im an asshole becuase i am not.

Do daddy long legs freak you out?
My dad doesnt have long legs. ( i get it, no they dont )

Have you ever cleaned up someone else’s vomit?
Nope

Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
Apple.

Have you spoken to your Father today?
Yea

When was the last time you cried?
Hmm, i dont remember.

Who’s the last person you talked to in person?
My Brother

Do you want to see someone right now?
Yea

What color is your keyboard?
White

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
No.i would fuck him up bad.

Would you ever donate blood?
yea, but i have low blood

Would you rather drink coffee or tea?
both.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
Yea, like now

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
No. French lesson at 8am

Do you think someone is thinking about you?
I guess.

Do you think it’s disgusting for a girl to drink alcohol and get drunk?
Depends.Not all the time.

What’s on your mind?
UVmaps/sculpts/displacement/matchmoving/attachment. *yea i know right.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
No.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Heading to the outside world

What are you doing tonight?
Sleep. And sculpts

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
No.wait, clothes?

Have you ever given a random person your number?
I would,but they wouldnt

Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
No.sighs

Do you call any of your friends by their last name?
hmm, i doubt

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yea.

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
No. they couldnt take it

Do you get distracted easily?
Depends, when im doing work then no.

Who is the last person you texted?
My brother

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
No.

What’s the 10th text in your inbox say?
er tmr cnt make reservation, need to walk in- Evelyn

Does anyone hate you?
Hahaha, i hope not.

How was your 2009?
Not ideal

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
Yes, quite alot

Last words you said out loud?
Ohhhhhh Haiti ami amor..

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
today afternoon, while uv mapping

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
All the time.

Do you laugh a lot?
Yes.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
*secret

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
ear

Could you cry right now?
for fuck?

In the past week, have you cried?
No..

When was the last time you have been awake for 3 days straight?
2 is the max

Are you mad at someone right now?
Nah.

Are you okay with the life you live?
Yea,

Last person you told a secret to?
forgot,

How many true friends you got?
I dont wanna count

Do you live in a “ghetto” neighborhood?
No.

Have you ever caught a friend cheating on their bf/gf?
No.

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Im in the dark.

When is the last time you went to the mall?
IDK

Are you wearing socks right now?
No.

Something you really want right now?
Sleep.

Who woke you up?
My maid.

Could you date someone who used poor grammar?
yea, so we can click.

How important is a sense of humor in a significant other?
Very

Last thing you laughed really hard about?
Carvey wussing out at a salamander

Who was the last persons house you were in?
none

What do you hear right now?
The fan rumbling

Last January were you single?
yes,and the last,and the last

What kind of phone do you have?
A fucked one

Try to name all the nicknames you’ve been called before?
Dan the man, Dandan, egg,

Have you ever made out with someone who was high?
no. wt

What were your first thoughts this morning?
Is it morning?

Is your birthday on a holiday?
Always.

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
I cnt rmb

Do you think you and your best friend will still be friends in 10 years?
i hope

What did you do yesterday?
School.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
NA

What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Green

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Loud…enough

Are you a forgiving person?
Yes i am.

This time last year can you remember who you liked?
same.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yes

Do you have trust issues?
Yes

What are you doing right now?
-Edit, i decided to continue to answer this survey.
Doing up some texture maps

Have you ever told a friend they looked good when they really looked bad?
Yes

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
yes

How often do you look out your window?
Erm, in the morning?

You’re thinking about somebody right now, aren’t you?
Yea

When was the last time you threw up?
26th December 2009

Next time you will get butterflies?
probably tmr

Do you go to school?
Yea

How are you right now?
Tired

Are you cheating on someone right now?
No.

Have you ever had someone pick you up off the ground & carry you?
Yes

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
I dont have to, it shuts off by itself

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
Yes

Where is your phone?
Next to me.

Are you usually a happy person?
All the time, on the outside.

Do you have a favorite number?
Not really.

Do you bite your nails?
Yes, occasionally

What are you stressed out about?
Final Project.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoos

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No

Are you any good with kids?
Depend on the kids

Why are guys more easy to be friends with?
Nah, both sex are the same

If your favorite candy fell in a mud puddle, would you eat it?
No.

Have you ever thrown your cell phone at the wall?
Tempted to

If someone hit you, what would you do?
Find out why the fuck

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
NA

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
No.

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
No.

This week was hectic.
Finished our previz and the modelling of the spaceship

Im having this weird headaches
that comes at night, its like throbbing.
like i stared to much at the screen or something.

Had a mthrfking tiger bomb headache yesterday during orgmod.
ahaha.

3 more weeks,
Modeling + Texture + Shoot + Compositing + Effects.

i foresee more headaches.

i just hope that i will be posted to a relatively good company.
hahaa, speaking of INT/IBP
Some of my mates got into IBP instead of INT, which means different CLASS!!! omfgwrxsubaruimpreza

haha, but still goodluck to your IBP
we will always be on your team.

****

Battlefield
Going to school is like going to war man, except we dont fight physically, which is scarier
we use words.
and words, are worse then brass knuckles
words can pierce through the thickest of armors, and words can bring you down,

On monday and today,
I experienced how capable words are.
I also experienced the highest level of selfishness a person can be, to get what they want

Words are sharper then knifes, more lethal then venom.

*removed to prevent misunderstanding.

Shake
I hit a nerve in my arm,my whole arm was paralyzed for a whole minute.
Maya

–
People should really start to learn to be considerate. And appreciate more.
And please, be polite when asking favors/help/assistance.
No one owes you anything.
Seriously.